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Sunday, June 06, 2004
Oh dear. I was right. SP has fallen for me and I am not happy about it...
I stayed at his place again this week and immediately he started behaving as if I was his girlfriend (hugging, stroking, longing looks, running my bath, cooking for me - the list goes on). We barely know each other and he is behaving like we've been together for months. It's a shame that I don't feel the same way: if I felt a 'spark' for him, I would absolutely love how thoughtful, generous and kind he is; but because I don't, his behaviour just feels weird to me.
I did end up having sex with him again though (oops - I was weak - and before I knew it, his hand was between my legs) and it was very enjoyable. If only we could carry on being flatmates and have a good daily shag... I am not that heartless though: I will talk to him about it this week - and end it if I have to.
One thing about the sex with SP scared the living shit out of me: I got my post-coital headache during sex for the first time. And it was a killer. Like an icepick through my skull. I had to stop riding him and lie down still. Every time I moved it was agony. Excruciating. It eventually subsided but came back again as soon as I climaxed. I think I need to go to my doctor dammit...
Ok, should really get some kip, another 4am start tomorrow (YUCK)...