I am proud of myself; I have managed to fulfill a feat of endurance and willpower and maintain control over my body. No, I am not talking about running (although I can do 70 minutes non-stop now, and counting...). I am referring to not
succumbing to my desires - I've done pretty well over the last few days:
Got in late and very drunk last night. By coincidence, DM (the internet man)
was online too. We haven't fucked for a few months (he's good, but the fire
between us isn't great). Anyway, we ended up in a damn hot cyber session, mostly talking about me sucking him off whilst another guy fucks me from behind (yippee, another guy who wants a MMF threesome!). It was great fun and he invited me over to his place today, which I was
going to do.
After I'd had a play when I woke up today though, the idea seemed kinda less fun; I guess shagging B last week has made me much less 'on edge' and don't feel like I need
to fuck someone - hell I am only playing twice a day at the moment, so I guess my sex drive has stabilised somewhat. Maybe I just like that I can say 'no' right now and am not a slave to my desires?
Speaking of which: I shall now proceed to audition some finger puppets
- I expect a very good show tonight...